In 2016 I woke up with a blurry eye. Two days later it was completely dark. MRIs determined I have MS lesions. It slowly came back, to about 80%. It's never been an issue and overall I think it brought an overall positive change in my life. It kept me motivated to stay fit and healthy.
A week ago, in the morning I was about to start my move to to the west coast, I woke up with severe vertigo, complete loss of balance and fine motor control. Turns out I now have remitting MS, and my cerebellum was hit hard. I feel like I am drunk on a small boat in a storm. I had excellent mtb and skiing skills. Now I am shitting bricks. Will I only get a percentage back?
I want to avoid playing battleship with my brain in case of future attacks. I been on copaxone, and lead a healthy lifestyle until preparation for the move started and I got laid off due to covid. This move and a startup gig took a toll on me. Insomnia, drop in exercise, and pretty much mania this past month is what I highly suspect caused this attack. I was suggested I go on ocrevus, but the side effects are a concern. For example GF is an RN she could bring all kinds of stuff that don't mix with immunosuppression. I am leaning towards staying with copaxone and never letting a healthy lifestyle slip. Maybe moving out of this purgatory will also help.
Dunno I guess I am asking for some detached advice and and doing some venting. Anyone else?
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