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Today, 06:13 PM
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On top of constantly feeling like I have been,...
On top of constantly feeling like I have been, the embarrassment and shame you carry to ask for help is also crippling. It’s like the perfect storm converging.
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Today, 04:22 PM
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I’ve skied since I was 5. Always enjoyed it. Just...
I’ve skied since I was 5. Always enjoyed it. Just never got good. On the snowboard was where I was good. And the only way I can keep up with any of you guys.
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Today, 12:01 PM
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Sunshine right now seems to be lifting my mood. I...
Sunshine right now seems to be lifting my mood. I didn’t come inside yesterday until it was dark dark out. I kept busy which also helped.
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Today, 12:16 AM
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Ok I’m in. Talk to you tomorrow.
Ok I’m in. Talk to you tomorrow.
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Yesterday, 12:05 PM
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It’s sunny. Huge plus. I do want to ski. Boots...
It’s sunny. Huge plus. I do want to ski. Boots are 315bsl. Thank you.
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Yesterday, 11:35 AM
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It’s another day.
It’s another day.
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Yesterday, 04:20 AM
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Here’s the thing that normal people do not seem...
Here’s the thing that normal people do not seem to understand. When it goes that horribly dark, you don’t care about anything besides stopping the pain. It’s a laser focus. There is nothing else in...
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Yesterday, 03:53 AM
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I miss having joy. And I wish I could turn my...
I miss having joy. And I wish I could turn my brain off. I’d really like to sleep. But yeah, I’ve forgotten what joy is.
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Yesterday, 03:15 AM
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The insight. I understand it’s a plus in theory...
The insight. I understand it’s a plus in theory but it seems much more of a curse. To know you’re super fucked up but you can’t do anything about it….It can feel more like insanity than anything.
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Yesterday, 02:50 AM
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Ever look into the mirror and see your naked...
Ever look into the mirror and see your naked soul?
I just did by reading this article. I really want to find a good doctor now. And khole myself while electrocuting my brain sounds about right.... -
Yesterday, 02:23 AM
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I’ve never thought of myself as ill until I read...
I’ve never thought of myself as ill until I read into Anhedonia. I thought I was just depressed all the time. But this makes a lot of sense to me. It used to be a lot more mild. Obviously it’s not...
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Yesterday, 12:47 AM
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I’m so broken I haven’t even wanted a beer...
I’m so broken I haven’t even wanted a beer lately. Haven’t smoked a thing today. I literally don’t have any desire, for anything. Even food.
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Yesterday, 12:13 AM
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Reading up on it. Might as well. Last ditch...
Reading up on it. Might as well. Last ditch effort. I just don’t have any more fight in me.
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03-16-2024, 11:10 PM
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Now I’m just mad and still want to die. How the...
Now I’m just mad and still want to die.
How the fuck is that helping??
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03-16-2024, 11:00 PM
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That was an utter fucking waste of time. She sent...
That was an utter fucking waste of time. She sent me a message while I was typing that said this:
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03-16-2024, 10:41 PM
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Let’s see. Um sooner the better. My wife...
Let’s see.
Um sooner the better.
My wife locked the gun up so some other means.still trying to figure that part out.
Anywhere my family does not find me.
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03-16-2024, 10:38 PM
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How is this possibly helpful? From 988 “I...
How is this possibly helpful?
From 988
“I can imagine having thoughts like that on your mind everyday can be difficult. Would you feel comfortable sharing with me when, how and where would you... -
03-16-2024, 10:23 PM
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It’s clear she is working with other people as...
It’s clear she is working with other people as she asks a question and I answer and then nothing for several minutes. Like everything else in this world, it sucks.
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03-16-2024, 10:13 PM
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My wife knows I want to die.
My wife knows I want to die.
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03-16-2024, 10:12 PM
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I’m on now with 988.
I’m on now with 988.
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03-16-2024, 09:42 PM
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I literally will not help myself. I want to...
I literally will not help myself. I want to inside but somehow I can’t actually get things to go better. My brain is too fucked up. I don’t know anymore, this isn’t who I used to be or ever wanted....
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03-16-2024, 09:30 PM
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I will lose my job. That is also terrifying
I will lose my job. That is also terrifying
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03-16-2024, 09:29 PM
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I’m trying everything I can. I just keep becoming...
I’m trying everything I can. I just keep becoming more and more like this. The thought of getting on a chairlift right now is terrifying. My fear of heights has become panic inducing.
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03-16-2024, 09:25 PM
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I’m fucking on them
I’m fucking on them
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03-16-2024, 09:17 PM
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Yeah people care. But I don’t. It’s just constant...
Yeah people care. But I don’t. It’s just constant pain all the time.
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03-16-2024, 09:16 PM
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About to turn 50 and am too tired to continue
I got all of em. And reading this list I’ve felt this way for years. Nothing is getting better. There’s a temporary lull in these feelings but they don’t ever go away. I don’t want to continue being...
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03-16-2024, 08:56 PM
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I don’t know what to say right now. I’m numb. The...
I don’t know what to say right now. I’m numb. The high highs and low lows are too much and I’m too overwhelmed. The doctor I saw was 100% useless.
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03-15-2024, 08:04 PM
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And what was your YouTube channel again? Please...
And what was your YouTube channel again? Please ask said crotch goblins to film any and all dad explosions and/or meltdowns.
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03-15-2024, 08:31 AM
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Nothing like a good challenge haha!
Nothing like a good challenge haha!
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03-14-2024, 10:55 PM
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Don’t make me get out the wife’s DSM-IV and slap...
Don’t make me get out the wife’s DSM-IV and slap you upside the head with it.
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03-13-2024, 08:11 PM
Thread: Mega jillions
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Hey I wannna waste some more money. Who’s getting...
Hey I wannna waste some more money. Who’s getting tickets for us?
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03-13-2024, 04:53 PM
Thread: Lamest personalized license plates
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Did you see this driving through Mantua?
Did you see this driving through Mantua?
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03-13-2024, 02:09 PM
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I was disappointed for years. My only child...
I was disappointed for years.
My only child never really like skiing. I wanted my daughter to share my passion. It never happened.
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03-13-2024, 01:53 PM
Thread: Doggie stoke
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Oooooh that face! He knows he fucked up hard
Oooooh that face! He knows he fucked up hard
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03-13-2024, 11:53 AM
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Huskier, let us know how things go. Pulling for...
Huskier, let us know how things go. Pulling for ya from down here.
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03-13-2024, 11:51 AM
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I said, DONT GET ME STARTED! :biggrin:
I said, DONT GET ME STARTED! :biggrin:
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03-13-2024, 11:50 AM
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Poll: I rest my case.
I rest my case.
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03-13-2024, 11:45 AM
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It’s Intermountain. There are no drinks. Budget...
It’s Intermountain. There are no drinks. Budget was spent on new colors. Don’t get me started.
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03-13-2024, 11:44 AM
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I don’t know, that’s just what I hear being said....
I don’t know, that’s just what I hear being said. Maybe they just don’t want to see me.
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03-13-2024, 11:35 AM
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Im sending you a pm with the name of a...
Im sending you a pm with the name of a psychologist that my wife worked with for years here in SLC. She’s now in Seabeck. Maybe she can help.
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03-13-2024, 02:18 AM
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Well it’s clear I’m not the only one. Hope...
Well it’s clear I’m not the only one. Hope starting the conversation helps others too.
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03-13-2024, 01:32 AM
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Yep, if I don’t jive I’ll try another. It’s free...
Yep, if I don’t jive I’ll try another. It’s free for several visits including telehealth. I’ll do that.
Shit, skiing is expensive. I have JJs. I need groomer skis. I want to ski again I think. -
03-13-2024, 12:59 AM
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And I found out we have an EAP benefit at work...
And I found out we have an EAP benefit at work today. Now I gotta actually try to calm them.
It’s a lot easier to talk when everyone is asleep.
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03-13-2024, 12:46 AM
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Wow Sam. Feels all too familiar reading that....
Wow Sam. Feels all too familiar reading that. Thanks guys. In my head again tonight. I’m definitely on the avoid things, keep busy train. Working helps. Looking forward to this sunshiny weather...
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03-12-2024, 10:17 PM
Thread: London recommendation in April
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If you’re a fan of storytellers have 2 hours to...
If you’re a fan of storytellers have 2 hours to enjoy an evening tour, I’d highly recommend this Jack the Ripper tour. It was a phenomenal time and these guys are historians on this subject. The in...
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03-12-2024, 09:58 PM
Thread: London recommendation in April
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A pair of Hoka Bondi 8’s for everyone. Go try...
A pair of Hoka Bondi 8’s for everyone. Go try them on at REI and tell me I’m wrong.
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03-12-2024, 09:50 PM
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Poll: I’m sorry you have to work with morons. It’s...
I’m sorry you have to work with morons. It’s draining. Thankfully my relatives aren’t completely insane. A few are a little, but they at least have common sense. Unlike our resident troll.
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03-12-2024, 09:42 PM
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Poll: Exactly right. That would be an utter waste of...
Exactly right. That would be an utter waste of time and energy.
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03-12-2024, 09:26 PM
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Poll: Not sure who’s dumber, him or the people spending...
Not sure who’s dumber, him or the people spending their time arguing with him.
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03-12-2024, 07:57 PM
Thread: Things you're looking forward to
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The weeds and large green grass patches in my...
The weeds and large green grass patches in my yard agree with your kiddo.
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