one second at a time, one minute at a time, one hour at a time, one day at a time Doug ..... please do not be afraid to reach out or cry out for help ... all those here in Utah and on this board are...

I am sick to my stomach and obviously have not had the good fortune of meeting you yet Doug, but I can say as was said earlier - I hoped I'd never, ever read something like this here.

I am so...