In keeping with the ongoing theme of the Class of 2011, Class of 2012 threads...
As perhaps the first ACL victim of 2013 I am starting a new thread for this years folks.
I have been reading through everyone's posts and am astounded by the wealth of information and depth of experiences in this thread. I wanted to first off thank everybody for sharing all of these details.
Having never really been badly injured before, I have so many questions, many of which will never get answered, but through this community I hope I can gain some perspective, and learn to maintain a positive attitude throughout this process.
Me: 32 Yrs old
When: February 1st, Last Run o' the day
Where: Vail
What: Torn Right ACL, Torn Mid & Lat Meniscus, Bone contusions on Tibia and Femur.
Surgery: March 6th, Patella Tendon (w/bone anchors) AutoGraft Boulder Center for Sports Medicine.
Not currently in any pain, riding the bike every other day (still a bit of swelling) but can get to about 130 degrees ROM. Still Icing, doing quad lifts, walking without crutches or a brace and am able to drive.
The hardest thing for me right now is being inactive. I live to ski to and am a huge trail runner (run every day with my dog)...so going from an extremely active lifestyle to relative inactivity has been challenging to say to least. I know this is gonna be a long road to recovery, and it will be a long time before I get back on the slopes, especially with my first child on the way (August). I just want to get back to normal activity ASAP to help out the wife, and I know in time the skiing will come...
Right now, and maybe throughout this whole process I think the biggest challenge will be mental. I still can't believe my knee is shot. I have sessioned this particular cliff band 100's of times on powder days with no issues. So, I am left wondering what was different about this day?
The only conclusion I can come to is gear. After skiing alpine for nearly 26 years, for the last 4 years I have been predominantly a Tele (feels like a more natural motion, keeps my knees warmer, gives another hinge/pivot point)...
When the accident occurred I was on a new setup (Maestrales, Bibby Pros, Barons) and all I can think was that the boot was not burly enough (to soft) to drive those boards. I had just upped my DIN setting to 9 from 7 in preparation for a my a trip to Silverton (the accident happened on the way down with a crew of 8 guys). Obviously I keep replaying the incident in my head over and over again, and am at loss for words because even though I stuck the landing (slightly backseat), I couldn't ski away (right ski released on impact, knee buckled, and ski came off).
I realize too that there are no answers, but for those of you who have had similar experiences, how did you get over the mental hurdle? I mean for me, (I have a relatively low risk tolerance) this was "not risky" behavior...